Thursday blue’s

today, is not a good day. people’s (family ) presence repulses me.i just feel like being alone,so that i can at least feel like my ‘normal’ self. i simply can’t stand all this noice and being told what to do. i feel my insides burning, my heart is beating abnormally and i am simply trying hard to contain myself.

today, i feel blue and down.

i am tired of talking about my feelings and all i get from people is reassuring words from people who don’t know what i am feeling.i am tired of explaining a feeling i can not understand.

languishing 

fading

simply fucked up

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